永远的痛

      -----纪念妈妈逝世十六周

       今天是12月17日,是我亲爱的妈妈离开我们十六周年的日子。十六年了,我每时每刻都在思念着妈妈,特别是元旦春节清明节和妈妈的忌日等重大节日,心里一想到妈妈就隐隐作。我妈妈才活了62岁,又没有什么大病,身体很健康,腰椎尖盘突出住进医院,医生说我妈妈治好腰椎病至少还要活二十多年,可是我妈妈住进医院才二十多天,感觉胃不舒服一周多,由于我的粗心大意,还去出差,医生也叫我放心去出差,我没在妈妈身边照顾她和督促医生给她找内科医生会诊,等我晚上回来照顾妈妈时妈妈已处于危险昏睡状态我还以为我妈妈睡了,到了12月17日凌晨4时45分,妈妈突然大口大口地口吐鲜血不止,我惊吓得叫来医生,他们还未来得及抢救我妈妈，妈妈就永远闭上了眼睛,我撕心裂肺地哭喊妈妈......妈妈,我对不起您,是我没尽到作女儿的责任,没有好好照顾您,十六年了,每当想到此,我就深感内疚和自责,每想到此,我的心就疼痛,泪水就止不住长流......12月17日这个令我终身难忘的日子成了我永远的痛.......

     亲爱的妈妈,女儿在此为您祈祷为您祝福,祝愿您在天堂平安快乐!万事如意!

                                                                 您的女儿:小玉

                                                                2012年12月17日


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